Sonic4 - sometimes, i wish i never existed
digital download (SNC-05)

"sometimes, i wish i never existed" is the first harsh noise album by Sonic4, and it's his most serious downfall album by far. The tracks are in reference to various things from his past and it was made while he was in a depressive state of mind.

"The production of this album started in late August and originally, the concept of it was to make an album that is as displeasing to listen to as possible. I put it to the side because I had to focus on other projects such as STALE02, and I came back to work on it after my life took a turn for the worst. It was supposed to be released in September, but I completed it in December. It was kept private for a long time because I was supposed to make a calm 'yellow' version to release alongside it, but I never made it."

- Sonic4