saintkoishi - LOVE EVERYONE
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"LOVE EVERYONE" is Sonic4's last album on Sonic4 Test Records. It was meant to be released on August 6th, which is the day he saw Koishi for the first time and also when his life started going on a downward spiral ever since. These events were covered in the album "there's no hope", which released last year.

In contrast to Sonic4's recent breakdown, LOVE EVERYONE pushes towards a positive change in mind. To complete the unfinished tracklisting, some tracks were reused from THE WORST AND LAST OF SONIC4, and some are distorted versions of Eray & Hits' most heartbreaking singles.

Shortly after the release of Sonic4's last single "NEVER SEE ME AGAIN", the album was leaked online earlier than the date it was set to release, and under a new alias called "saintkoishi". Sonic4 vanished, and this is where his story ends.

"If you think about it, we tend to overthink problems that are not that big of a deal. It's not good to ignore your problems, but it's not good to dwell over things that aren't worth worrying for. In a literal sense, think about the good aspects of your life. Think about it too literally. You're going to realize that you're luckier than you think. There are people out there who cherish you, and there's much more to life than a little screen that you're sad over.

It might seem impossible to get yourself out of a hole so deep. When you feel trapped, you must change your mindset. That's not as difficult as you may think. You become the person you want to see yourself as. If you see yourself as a loser, a villain, or bully, you will see life through that lens.

Stop saying that life sucks! It doesn't suck. Stop being so rude and angry, and try approaching your situation with a kind attitude. Start appreciating the little things that some people unfortunately don't have.

Keep your real friends close, and stay in places that you feel safe and loved. If you don't have one, then find one. If you think you failed after trying countless times, you are not trying it in a different way. That is the definition of insanity. Your life will not change if you don't change.

That is the only way to break out of that loop. You have to set yourself free of these shallow troubles. We are still the kids we used to be, and life is a wonderful gift we should never throw away. Keep that chin up, and smile because you can be happy. If you can't be happy, then give yourself a reason to be. You'll see the rewards some day. No suffering is forever.

And that is how I want this story to end. Not with a perpetual cycle of suffering and hopelessness. This is not what anyone deserves. Everyone is special and you deserve to have a good life. You deserve to be loved. I love you. You may leave now. This is the end. Live your life to the fullest."

- saintkoishi